[Oh. Oh, that is. Hmm. That has so many implications to it, Chipp's not even sure where to begin. How long did it take for the researchers to erode? How long were the Subjects all left by themselves? How long did it take for them to erode? Was Nenonen ever affected?
These are a lot of questions flying through his mind. A lot of very heavy questions. Ones that he's... not... entirely sure he's comfortable asking. Not right now. Not this deep. It DOES make a little lightbulb ping somewhere in his mind, though.]
... If we... get a way to go back to our own worlds again. Are you gonna wanna go back to yours?
cw: mention of euthanasia/suicide...of a sort? choosing death over going home basically
[ That's right out of Nenonen's mouth without hesitation, not even a second needed to think that one through. Nen made up their mind about that a long time ago. ]
If I have to go back, I will choose to die instead.
[ Nen's seen the kind of fate that awaits them if they go back, whether it's survival in solitude or a slow, wasting death.
If you get the choice... wouldja choose someone else's world, instead?
[It's something he's been thinking about. The idea of them going back just to be locked into those time loops again, seemingly infinitely. That on its own bothered him enough to give him this idea in the first place. But hearing that it's killed everyone else, and that Nenonen - by inference - is likely next on the list? It drags that idea out from the depths of "what if"s into something a little more tangible.]
[ Nen hasn't even considered the possibility. Everyone came here from their own worlds, and presumably...that's where they thought they would be returned. The potential for other solutions never occurred to them. ]
Dunno. Could be. With magic, it's possible - portals, y'know? Open up portals, walk through'em.
[And... now he's thinking deeper about it, even bringing a hand up to scratch his chin.]
Or we could hold hands once it's all time to go home, could drag you back with me. ... Could drag me back with you, too. Bein' immune to the toxins but outside'a the human lifespan, ain't hard to imagine I could keep ya company there even if time kept loopin'.
[And he means that. If that ended up the case, he'd do everything he can to keep them company throughout it all.]
I don't want you to see me stop working and dissolve. I want to go to your world instead.
[ That would be the one downside to having Chipp along--they wouldn't want to put Chipp through what they had to do for all the other Test Subjects. Watching someone slowly waste away and not being able to do anything for them is...rough. Beyond rough. So rough, that Nen decides to stop thinking about it the moment the feel a pang in their chest. ]
Then that gonna be what we do. If we get the chance, you comin' back to my world with me. But remember... the whole place don't work like this world does. Or your world, probably. Or anyone's world!
[Unsurprisingly, that's matched up with a wheezy laugh or two. The land of the dead is particularly strange - even after having spent a few years in it himself, he's still not completely used to it. Hell, his Boss still runs into something new at least once a week, and that guy's been there for nearly seventy years at this point.
Despite that, though... Chipp definitely sounds happy about the idea.]
A world where just 'bout anything can happen, and the laws of physics ain't always the same... You think you could handle that?
As long as time passes and you are there, it will be excellent.
[ Those are the only two conditions Nenonen needs. Magic might still be a bit of a cheat, but Nen would take that over having to go back to their world any day. Bullshit magic versus melting via time loop? Easy choice. Not even one when you add Chipp to the equation. ]
Can you tell me about it? Your world?
[ That Nen asks, one hand finally--finally coming up to cover their mouth and hide a yawn.
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[Oh.
Oh, that is. Hmm. That has so many implications to it, Chipp's not even sure where to begin.
How long did it take for the researchers to erode? How long were the Subjects all left by themselves? How long did it take for them to erode?
Was Nenonen ever affected?
These are a lot of questions flying through his mind. A lot of very heavy questions.
Ones that he's... not... entirely sure he's comfortable asking. Not right now.
Not this deep.
It DOES make a little lightbulb ping somewhere in his mind, though.]
... If we... get a way to go back to our own worlds again.
Are you gonna wanna go back to yours?
cw: mention of euthanasia/suicide...of a sort? choosing death over going home basically
[ That's right out of Nenonen's mouth without hesitation, not even a second needed to think that one through. Nen made up their mind about that a long time ago. ]
If I have to go back, I will choose to die instead.
[ Nen's seen the kind of fate that awaits them if they go back, whether it's survival in solitude or a slow, wasting death.
There is no life for them in their world. ]
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If you get the choice... wouldja choose someone else's world, instead?
[It's something he's been thinking about. The idea of them going back just to be locked into those time loops again, seemingly infinitely.
That on its own bothered him enough to give him this idea in the first place.
But hearing that it's killed everyone else, and that Nenonen - by inference - is likely next on the list?
It drags that idea out from the depths of "what if"s into something a little more tangible.]
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[ Nen hasn't even considered the possibility. Everyone came here from their own worlds, and presumably...that's where they thought they would be returned. The potential for other solutions never occurred to them. ]
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Open up portals, walk through'em.
[And... now he's thinking deeper about it, even bringing a hand up to scratch his chin.]
Or we could hold hands once it's all time to go home, could drag you back with me. ... Could drag me back with you, too.
Bein' immune to the toxins but outside'a the human lifespan, ain't hard to imagine I could keep ya company there even if time kept loopin'.
[And he means that. If that ended up the case, he'd do everything he can to keep them company throughout it all.]
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[ That would be the one downside to having Chipp along--they wouldn't want to put Chipp through what they had to do for all the other Test Subjects. Watching someone slowly waste away and not being able to do anything for them is...rough. Beyond rough. So rough, that Nen decides to stop thinking about it the moment the feel a pang in their chest. ]
I want to go with you.
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But remember... the whole place don't work like this world does. Or your world, probably.
Or anyone's world!
[Unsurprisingly, that's matched up with a wheezy laugh or two. The land of the dead is particularly strange - even after having spent a few years in it himself, he's still not completely used to it.
Hell, his Boss still runs into something new at least once a week, and that guy's been there for nearly seventy years at this point.
Despite that, though... Chipp definitely sounds happy about the idea.]
A world where just 'bout anything can happen, and the laws of physics ain't always the same...
You think you could handle that?
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[ Those are the only two conditions Nenonen needs. Magic might still be a bit of a cheat, but Nen would take that over having to go back to their world any day. Bullshit magic versus melting via time loop? Easy choice. Not even one when you add Chipp to the equation. ]
Can you tell me about it? Your world?
[ That Nen asks, one hand finally--finally coming up to cover their mouth and hide a yawn.
It is after midnight, now. ]